Becoming a Hermit for God.

I can finally say that at age 35, I do not have any close friends. My only friend is God. I am at peace with this. I know that I am experiencing life on a different level. I am truly happy with being on my own, and having my inner life.

I will always be there for my friends, and family if they need me. I will try so hard to be there for them if they ask for my help, but I am truly detached from this world now. I don’t know when it happened, but my need for outside friendship with a few, has been replaced with feeling a deeper inner connection to all things in the universe.

Given the opportunity to go out and enjoy time with friends, I usually will, but I do not seek for these experiences. I stay at home with my husband or I go out and venture in nature and the world, but I really truly love to be on my own to THINK and reflect on ways to help the world. I understand where Muhammad’s head was at when he went into the cave. He stepped away from society, like I have. I understand why Jesus seemed to love everyone and yet have no other friends than God. I understand why Buddha sat alone for 40 days not missing anyone else, because he had his inner peace.

At Violet Chakra consciousness…you will feel this too. I don’t know what would happen to all of mankind if everyone reached this place of extreme introversion. I don’t suggest it for all people, but I wanted to let you know that this type of experience can exist and you are not alone if you are a hermit who loves to be on their own and think of ways to help the world. And then emerges back into the world from time to time, to help others when you see the need to. You may feel physically alone and enjoy it, but you are not alone energetically or spiritually by any means.

Surah The Night Journey (al-Isra’): Chapter 17 line 40-50

40. Has your Lord favored you with sons, while choosing for Himself daughters from among the angels? You are indeed saying a terrible thing.

41. We have explained in this Quran in various ways, that they may remember, but it only adds to their rebellion.

42. Say, “If there were other gods with Him, as they say, they would have sought a way to the Lord of the Throne.”

43. Be He glorified. He is exalted, far above what they say.

44. Praising Him are the seven heavens, and the earth, and everyone in them. There is not a thing that does not glorify Him with praise, but you do not understand their praises. He is indeed Forbearing and Forgiving.

45. When you read the Quran, We place between you and those who do not believe in the Hereafter an invisible barrier.

46. And We drape veils over their hearts, preventing them from understanding it, and heaviness in their ears. And when you mention your Lord alone in the Quran, they turn their backs in aversion.

47. We know well what they listen to, when they listen to you, as they conspire, when the wrongdoers say, “You only follow a man bewitched.”

48. Note what they compared you to. They are lost, and unable to find a way.

49. And they say, “When we have become bones and fragments, shall we really be resurrected as a new creation?”

50. Say, “Even if you become rocks or iron.

My Interpretations: 

Here Gabriel as the Angelic Messenger to Allah/Source is telling Muhammad that all the other gods and goddesses that the pagans of Mecca have created (or been evoked to worship by darker Satanic forces) truly come from ONE source. And humans attribute smaller gods and goddesses, but this consciousness is far greater than that even.

All things and beings praise Allah/God voluntarily and involuntarily because either they act in service to God, or they show the opposite of God, and that also is in service to God.

I can explain it better using this metaphor:

A dark night casts darkness, but the stars cast light, only because the night is so dark. So in essence BOTH good and evil work towards shining a light or “illuminating” mankind about God.

Line 45 is true. After I have read the Quran, I lost many people in connection, but I also have gained friends too. I saw the truth in the world very clearly, and those who refuse to read the Quran are lost without this wisdom of understanding what is REALLY going on in the world about Islam and the wars at hand. There is no other way. If you WANT wisdom and are a seeker of God, you need to read all the books brought down and learn about the truth from the source, about all religions. You can not rely on the news to give you the understanding about Islam-sadly this is what many people are choosing. I fear it will be a negative imprint on their soul to show this lack of wisdom and then judge Islam from this lack of wisdom.

The last few lines show Muhammad his struggle ahead. People are going to constantly mock, belittle, not believe him in these revelations. And that is ok, because THAT in itself was a test of people’s faith and letting go of their ego when they sought to listen to Muhammad instead of dismissing him.

Surah The Night Journey (al-Isra’): Chapter 17 line 30-40

30. Your Lord expands the provision for whomever He wills, and restricts it. He is fully Informed, Observant of His servants.

31. And do not kill your children for fear of poverty. We provide for them, and for you. Killing them is a grave sin.

32. And do not come near adultery. It is immoral, and an evil way.

33. And do not kill the soul which God has made sacred, except in the course of justice. If someone is killed unjustly, We have given his next of kin certain authority. But he should not be excessive in killing, for he will be supported.

34. And do not go near the orphan’s property, except with the best of intentions, until he has reached his maturity. And honor your pledge, because the pledge involves responsibility.

35. And give full measure when you measure, and weigh with accurate scales. That is fair, and the best determination.

36. And do not occupy yourself with what you have no knowledge of. The hearing, and the sight, and the brains—all these will be questioned.

37. And do not walk proudly on earth. You can neither pierce the earth, nor can you match the mountains in height.

38. The evil of all these is disliked by your Lord.

39. That is some of the wisdom your Lord has revealed to you. Do not set up with God another god, or else you will be thrown in Hell, rebuked and banished.

40. Has your Lord favored you with sons, while choosing for Himself daughters from among the angels? You are indeed saying a terrible thing.


My Interpretations: 

I will be very honest. These verses are what made my heart know that this guidance comes from the same source of the guidance of the Gita, Torah, and Quran in terms of establishing law in the land. There is a sense of law that exists outside of humankind, and it is total Truth and Justice. Here we see Muhammad being given the revelations from Angel Gabriel.

All these things sadly plague the soul of humanity such as child killing, adultery, killing without a trail first of someone convicted of a crime. Establishing these things would elevate the Arab nation to the next level, let alone humanity.

Line 39 shows the ultimate temptation of mankind to believe they are somewhat more powerful than the Higher Source that connects us all. If a person lives in their ego too much, they refuse to connect to the Higher Soul or to the Prime Creator which is Allah in the Arabic tongue. This is why I am happy to bow and pray to a higher source. I love feeling part of something Higher than my ego identity and I am happy to devote myself to spreading the messages and God’s Will for peace on earth, as a muslim.

Line 40 tells much about the times, when goddesses were worshipped. And the Quran is trying to teach that, BOTH genders are neither favored or preferred. They simple are equal in creation and express unique energies and roles within society and the universe even. There is never a need to favor one gender over another, but to remain balanced in understanding that we can have a gender identity, but still see both genders as equal in creation.

I am happy to be a woman in this life, but I do not think women are higher or lower to men. We are equal spiritually. Many times in my videos, I do hint at the idea where we do need to have more female religious leaders now, because this will give earth a new perspective on Spirit, which is what earth needs at this time. But it does not mean I see females as the preferred gender.

Also line 40 is talking about the cruel killing of the baby daughters that Pagan Mecca leaders made up as a law of the gods based on error of judgement. So Gabriel is trying to have Muhammad speak to the people to understand that no gender is favored as gods, and no gender is told to be killed off as seen lower importance. Both genders are needed for greater balance and good in the world.