Worshipping Satan Is Keeping Yourself Down.

Satan should not be worshipped more than just in principle. Worship of Satan or the absence of God, that Satanists are in a life devoted to atheism, is actually failing to evolve as humans.

How so? Well look at all the verses of our beginning as humans in the religious texts and you will see we “fell” or came down to a more material consciousness. In essence, our lives are about the pathways we each make to get ourselves back “up” the consciousness levels.

The tree of Life idea and Kabbalah’s dimensions of reality is not wrong…it mimics the chakra levels that show the higher you go in consciousness or awareness, the more beauty and strength you experience from the source-which is our God.

If you are a devil worshiper, satanist or atheist-you are blocking your own pathway back to God because you are keeping yourself down on lower levels of consciousness and ultimately reality. Red is the color of the devil, or least we humans associate red as his color, and it is interesting to note that red is the LOWEST chakra level focused on survival.

Survival consciousness is where greed, coveting and all other sins form in order to survive and it doesn’t matter who you hurt in order to get to the top. It’s important to be aware of this lower consciousness, but not to stay living in it or your life is then very empty spiritually…

Will Satanists go to hell? Possibly hell is a place of regret and longing to go back to the state of living in order to re learn what you didn’t learn while alive. And to be trapped in this human cycle…can sound a bit like hell.

So with love, Satanists…please reach for the higher levels of consciousness that you all deserve and join us in the realm of spiritual bliss and soul completion with God, after this life.

“But Satan caused them to SLIP out of it and removed them from that [condition] in which they had been. And We said, “Go down, [all of you], as enemies to one another, and you will have upon the earth a place of settlement and provision for a time.”





A Look Into Genesis: Why You Need Both the Bible and the Quran to Understand.

2:30 And [mention, O Muhammad], when your Lord said to the angels, “Indeed, I will make upon the earth a successive authority.” They said, “Will You place upon it one who causes corruption therein and sheds blood, while we declare Your praise and sanctify You?” Allah said, “Indeed, I know that which you do not know.”

The story of Genesis in both the Bible and Quran is a mysterious wonder. Part of why so many people are becoming satanists today is because there have been some very sly teachers who have interpreted the messages about Lucifer as being Good for humanity, and the true lord of this world.

From all I know from my religious studies, I am finally absolutely convinced that God did NOT create Satan to be evil and shed bloodshed to watch us die and in pain. God is not sitting back with a giant bag of popcorn enjoying the show. Unfortunately this is the major argument satanists have today and believe God is evil and Satan is the true good one and savior to mankind’s “darkness” under God.

I am now starting to see things clearly especially with things happening the way they are in the world. Part of the falsehoods going on about Satan is because of the misinterpretation of how Satan was created. The Old Testament Torah/Bible left out a significant part about Lucifer NOT respecting humans, in the beginning.

You see many people who claim to be high level religious (catholic masons) actually are part of the illuminati because they believe Satan was the savior of humanity, bringing forth wisdom and knowing good from evil. But the Quran shows the unedited version of Satan’s hate for humans. I will never forget when someone once said to me that Satanists actually have a better grasp of the truer meaning of the Bible.

What he meant, was he is following the twisting of the Bible by some people serving Satan.

And when you put it together, it starts to make sense…I will now combine both the Quran and the Bible interpretation to bring the truth to the story by fitting all the puzzle pieces together.

Lucifer/Iblis was a being created before humans. He was standing in line with the angels as God showed them the newest creation, humans. The angels bowed in respect and friendship to the first prototype of human-Adam, vowing to be of service to them for all eternity. Lucifer/Iblis did not agree with the other angels. He was haughty and made of fire, while humans were this new creation made of the element of earth (carbon).

Fire is seen as exciting, aggressive, brilliant, strong, radiant, and flickering fast movement. Earth, elementally is grounded, slower, simple, sturdy, fruitful, and hard working. Satan/Iblis did not like this new creation that seemed so “small time” compared to him. He mocked and scoffed at us from a distance when Adam was raised as a soul into the Garden of Eden allowing his hate to grow deeper through time.

When the men gathered together to write the divine story of how evil and good came to be, they decided to use the snake as a symbolism for an animal that followed Satan’s orders. For some reason cold blooded reptilians were the ultimate symbol of manipulation and evil for humans, and still remains today. If you know anything about the reptilian alien race, this is where it comes from, I believe.

The snake is not known in the Quran since the Quran tries to be more direct 600 years later after Jesus gave the messages to the disciples to form the New Testament, to somewhat correct the Old. In the Quran, the “snake” is Satan who whispered to Eve that if she ate from a particular tree (not following God’s orders) she would be like an angel, or immortal.

The Bible, if twisted in interpretation can show Satan as a helper to Adam to allow his eyes to be opened of wisdom. Hence why many people call Lucifer the LightBearer. To them, he brought Light or Knowledge to humans. They see or have been manipulated to see this entity as the Light for people to be wise and know things that God was trying to keep hidden from us. This echoes the greek myth of the fire given to humans by Prometheus. http://www.prometheas.org/mythology.html

But the Quran shows that God is no tyrant, and there was a reason he did not want Adam and Eve to take from the tree. God was trying to keep us in the state of pure eternal bliss consciously because of His love for us. There was no hiding from Adam, a divine power. God was only trying to preserve our purity and morality that we were born into. When Adam and Eve finally took from the tree, the forbidden fruit, they were brought down to a more physical conscious level.

In the Bible’s sense, their eyes were open and sex was a big temptation from the devil, making Adam and Eve see their nakedness and know lust and pleasure. Knowing good from bad, and being wise gives you full knowledge, but with pleasure there is pain as well, in a physically sensuous world. In the Quran sense, it was more about the devil tempting us into becoming angels or immortals without regards for His first commands not to go near a special tree and the devil causing us to go down into a mental physical state from the spiritually pure one.

The idea to see the devil as a helper or friend of humanity is completely misinterpreted and twisted by those who wish to serve him. But as we know the angels wanted to know if the devil would shed bloodshed and chaos, while they spread harmony and joy from God to the humans. God knew what could possibly happen with our free will given. Would humans triumph against the devil? I believe that is what God meant when he said in the Quran to the angels, ” I know something you do not.”

There is something special about humans that allowed God to keep Iblis/Lucifer as an entity that we now call the title, the Devil or Satan. I don’t see God angry with us, but with knowing Adam and Eve have the predestined need to KNOW things, and to follow their hidden desires, this caused God to keep Lucifer/Iblis around to see who ELSE would follow him. It’s a way to test the true of heart from the easily corruptible ones. There must be a glorious faith in humanity that God has to allow us the ability to make the choice to defeat the Satan or to follow. We have had so many messengers, books inspired, angels, and spiritual teachers warning us about this temptation.

So therefore, as we see above when putting the Bible and the Quran together we see a very loving and TRUSTING Lord of all Worlds. He created us to be exceptional beings with the free will to decide our own fates. He was trying to protect us from falling from a blissful state, not keeping knowledge from us. Satan was no friend to humans, and till the end he remains an adversary to God to show how many he can corrupt away from Him. Hell is a place for those that made a choice to follow the devil because that is where he is going, and that is where he will lead others to consciously in the end when they follow their dark desires.

If you have been lead to follow this twisting of the intention of God, it is never too late to start to see Him as a loving Father who has faith in us as a species. Those with true faith will always SEE Him and find ways to become what we really are-pure beings capable of immense longevity and goodness in the universe.





Surah Hud: Chapter 11 (line 1-10) Hud

In the name of God, the Gracious, the Merciful.

1. Alif, Lam, Ra. A Scripture whose Verses were perfected, then elaborated, from One who is Wise and Informed.

2. That you shall worship none but God. “I am a warner to you from Him, and a bearer of good news.”

3. “And ask your Lord for forgiveness, and repent to Him. He will provide you with good sustenance until a stated term, and will bestow His grace on every possessor of virtue. But if you turn away, then I fear for you the punishment of a grievous Day.”

4. “To God is your return, and He is Capable of all things.”

5. They wrap their chests to hide from Him. But even as they cover themselves with their clothes, He knows what they conceal and what they reveal. He knows what lies within the hearts.

6. There is no moving creature on earth but its sustenance depends on God. And He knows where it lives and where it rests. Everything is in a Clear Book.

7. It is He who created the heavens and the earth in six days-and His Throne was upon the waters-in order to test you-which of you is best in conduct. And if you were to say, “You will be resurrected after death,” those who disbelieve would say, “This is nothing but plain witchcraft.”

8. And if We postponed their punishment until a stated time, they would say, “What holds it back?” On the Day when it reaches them, it will not be averted from them, and what they used to ridicule will besiege them.

9. If We give the human being a taste of mercy from Us, and then withdraw it from him, he becomes despairing and ungrateful.

10. And if We give him a taste of prosperity, after some adversity has afflicted him, he will say, “Troubles have gone away from me.” He becomes excited and proud.

My interpretation: 

Muhammad is introduced to this new chapter of revelations by a few words with meanings that only God and the Angels understand, Alif, Lam, Ra is considered a mystery by even the most advanced Islamic scholars. When I say these words to myself, I get a feeling of vibration between the words. In some ways these words open up some form of communication and “Ra” is another name for the ancient Egyptian sun god they used to worship. I do not get the idea that this is about Ra in the sense, but the meaning behind the word is supposed to convey some form of honor or higher degree of respect that Gabriel is showing Muhammad to have for God of all things-not the sun, but the God of the entire Universe.

As in line 2, states this is what Muhammad is to say to the people to see that worship is not supposed to be divided into sections or different deities and Muhammad is to warn them all of the punishment if they do that.

The people are to ask for forgiveness and to change their ways they used to conduct themselves by. Even when they wrap their chests or heads up to cover their bodies, God sees what is in their hearts. This is a major argument towards why the hijab or veils are not important to being a muslim, because it is beyond the veil that God can see righteousness. Some women or people who don’t wear cover may have the purest hearts…it is and never was about the clothing in true spirituality.

Muhammad is to tell the people that they will see that this life is not all there is and everyone will be resurrected once again. It is not magic. It is the way God creates and re-creates.

Gabriel is telling Muhammad the hard truth about a human trait that needs to be taught to be aware of. If God and the Angels show Mercy, then allow them to live on their own without guidance or “extra help” from above, humans show ungratefulness all of a sudden towards God. They fail to recognize all the other blessings given to them. This is because the greedy nature of the human is close to the surface always and we must strive to fight to always want “more and more” than what is given.

And then if God gives prosperity to a person after hard struggles and trials, they tend to forget God’s graces and become proud and haughty thinking it is all their own doing. God is always trying to teach humility, and the moment you think you are above other humans-you are following the prideful path of Satan that caused him to fall.



I Am Being Harassed Online.

Hello friends,

I write this post so that if anything EVER happens to me, the police or investigators know where to look and what the real truth is. And you do too. I really don’t want to be an alarmist, but I have attracted a lot of attention trying to help bring peaceful understanding. Some do not want that in the world, believe it or not.

There is something extremely evil going on, as the Quran suggests-there are humans AND jinns that will be put into Hell at the end times. They have followed Satan’s path down here and have made mischief on earth. Being a truth seeker, I have seen the darkness in life, that has shown me the light. Right now because I am trying to show more God in the world, and unity and interconnection between all people-I am getting a MAJOR backlash by the dark side.

I have a youtube channel called IndigoVoice82, and I am quite expressive on the internet through facebook, and other online forums trying to get people to see another side of Islam and God. Three groups of people are after me, and those who think like me and take action like me. So not only is this a post for my security, it is also a “headsup” to others who are doing the same thing as me. You know, trying to bring more peace and love into the world.

Three Groups Bothering Me Right Now:

1.Extremist male Arab (from Africa or Saudi Arabia) “muslims”, I can tell by their names in profiles. I quote the muslim part because I do not think they are at all in touch with God, cause if they were they would NEVER harass, threaten and harm anyone that did not lift a finger towards them. I am an American muslim woman and they constantly comment on my videos that I am “going to Hellfire for not wearing a hijab”, “insulting the prophet”, “not knowing how to interpret the Quran without knowing Arabic”…blah blah…etc. They have threatened me indirectly and directly calling me a “heretic” and “satanist”. One man who called me those things on youtube is: Ousamma Trimakus, oddly enough he speaks French-so he is a French “muslim” that is an extremist towards women and Islam and his profile implies a “we” so his profile headline says this: “we are fighting for a world free of poverty and injustice is our goal in this world”.

I don’t know if they are part of the Muslim Brotherhood, or what, but they could not be further from the truth. These men like him are Hadith followers that imply stricter Shira Law on Islam and they do not like the intelligent muslims starting to take a deeper look at the Hadiths and seeing the discrepancies behind them. Not entirely sure WHY they are so against those muslims who push to get back to the Quran, to stop looking at “gossip” about what the prophet may or may not have said 200 yrs after he died called the Hadiths that were written by a variety of men. But their intentions are clear to me: keep Islam divided spiritually and mentally. They are stuck in their old archaic ways of male domination in the 600AD when the Quran was first written. They do not like strong, independent muslim woman to speak out like me.  And they have been harassing me for many years. One of the KEY reasons, I do not open the comment section on my blog is to keep it pure of them.


2. Second group of people harassing me is Hasbara Trolls,  https://whitewraithe.wordpress.com/a-guide-to-hasbara-trolls/. These men want to show Islam in the WORST light possible because there is a war going on. They are working for a section of the government of Israel that wishes to propagate the war and make all muslims look bad. They hate the fact that I am trying to not only make muslims look peaceful and good, but they hate the fact that I am ALSO trying to bridge connections between other world religions like the Jews and Christians, to show the unity inside our perceived diversity . They do not like me and often times have spoken against me on facebook, and youtube. They have threatened me and called me horrible names in private messages and on youtube. They ARE NOT JEWS, they are zionists. Jews to me are those good people who follow the tenants of the Torah and Moses’s commandments. There is no way that these people are Jewish spiritually. They may be by blood, or bloodlines, but they are forgetting some of the major tenants of the being Jewish is being humble and kind to those who are your fellow beings.

3. Third group of people that harass me are atheists. These people want to only show religion in the WORST light because they believe a world without God and religion is a peaceful one. I advocate for more spiritual connection to God, and a change in religion to become the original Islam that the Quran guides mankind, and they do not see that. I have atheist friends and many of them don’t impose their beliefs on others, but there are some that have followed the darker path just as there are religious people who have followed the darker path. And they live online in plenty to keep their agenda moving forwards as extremist atheists.

It’s about balance in the world. I can see the “Middle Way” very clearly that allows me to hang out with different people of different backgrounds. Of course I always keep God in my heart, but I am not extreme about it to the point where I enforce my beliefs on others. I have seem to really PISS off the extremists on both sides of non religion and religion.

I pray and hope nothing happens to me of course, but my computer has already been hacked into so my camera does not work and I can not make anymore videos for now. I have also seen strange activity on my youtube channel and have attracted a few people from these groups on my videos. I know some even read my blog, but they will never be able to comment. So just in case something does and they create a sensational story around me to cover up all my work, then please remember this post and share it with others.

I will also leave a note about this in my journal and hidden in my house so that if anything happens to this blog, the good cops investigating can discover what really happened in the future to this young woman. I am going to open up comments on this forum in case anyone has valuable info to give me to help me in this situation. I just don’t want to be another statistic or martyr for the truth. I have a lot of life to live yet, but bringing peace to minds and understandings to heart is something I have been preparing myself to die for, if I need to.

OK..no more scary posts like this unless I really need to warn people  and give exact info to help others. I will keep moving forwards and hope that my guardian angels will protect me and those I love against their evil schemes. Thank you for you taking the time to read this and please share with others so they are aware. I feel many times you can stop things from happening by becoming aware of them.

I did tag the different FBI, and police in this post so their computer “spiders” can search this blog post, if they ever need to see it in the future.

Salaam ❤


When you are a warrior of the light, the darkness eventually finds you.








Surah Al-Baqarah: Chapter 2 (line 120-130) The Cow

120. The Jews and the Christians will not approve of you, unless you follow their creed. Say, “God’s guidance is the guidance.” Should you follow their desires, after the knowledge that has come to you, you will have in God neither guardian nor helper.

121. Those to whom We have given the Scripture follow it, as it ought to be followed-these believe in it. But as for those who reject it-these are the losers.

122. O Children of Israel! Remember My blessing which I bestowed upon you, and that I have favored you over all people.

123. And beware of a Day when no soul will avail another soul in any way, and no ransom will be accepted from it, and no intercession will benefit it, and they will not be helped.

124. And when his Lord tested Abraham with certain words, and he fulfilled them. He said, “I am making you a leader of humanity.” He said, “And my descendants?” He said, “My pledge does not include the wrongdoers.”

125. And We made the House a focal point for the people, and a sanctuary. Use the shrine of Abraham as a place of prayer. And We commissioned Abraham and Ishmael, “Sanctify My House for those who circle around it, and those who seclude themselves in it, and those who kneel and prostrate.”

126. When Abraham said, “O My Lord, make this a peaceful land, and provide its people with fruits-whoever of them believes in God and the Last Day.” He said, “And whoever disbelieves, I will give him a little enjoyment, then I will consign him to the punishment of the Fire; how miserable the destiny!”

127. As Abraham raises the foundations of the House, together with Ishmael, “Our Lord, accept it from us, You are the Hearer, the Knower.

128. Our Lord, and make us submissive to You, and from our descendants a community submissive to You. And show us our rites, and accept our repentance. You are the Acceptor of Repentance, the Merciful.

129. Our Lord, and raise up among them a messenger, of themselves, who will recite to them Your revelations, and teach them the Book and wisdom, and purify them. You are the Almighty, the Wise.”

130. Who would forsake the religion of Abraham, except he who fools himself? We chose him in this world, and in the Hereafter he will be among the righteous.

My Interpretation:

Muhammad is being shown the truth of how Abraham had once done the same to speak up against the pagan idolatry of his people. He was tested with a trail that he passed that I will speak about later in the verses. And was considered God’s messenger to tell all the people that they needed to stop the pagan worship of their gods and goddesses that demanded blood and sacrifices.

Gabriel is saying that the Kabbah that was the place of worship of these gods was actually the shrine that Abraham converted his people to monotheism. The story is he smashed 300 idols of gods and goddesses inside the Kabbah. So today the Kabbah is not a thing to be worshipped, but a place of reflection for all the muslims had to endure in order to bring Islam to the land.

Gabriel also is giving Muhammad a prayer to say when the people are together by the Mecca in brotherhood and sisterhood.

Abraham becomes a great leader of his people with his son Ishmael. There is a point that Abraham says to God that he hopes his whole family can join him in this, and God replies saying that it is up to them whether they become one of the righteous. So clearly God does not say “No”, which is the constant conflict Jews and Muslims have together. Jews say it was Isaac who became the righteous leader with Abraham. Isaac was another son, and I will say in my heart I will not say whether Isaac was righteous or not, as God said…”My pledge does not include the wrongdoers.” So was Isaac not as morally upright as Ishmael? Or did God just leave it up to be discovered later? These are questions that continue to haunt the Jews and Muslims, but here I show it is not direct whether Isaac was not a righteous believer of God or not.

Paganism still exists today where many gods and goddesses are still worshipped. What I have come to see is this separates people into sects of each different god. We see it it history and the greeks even went to war over their gods. I also have come to see ALLAH means ONE, and so if you divide this ONE, you risk uniting what was always meant to be brought together again after the Tower of Babel event, where God made us all speak different languages so we could not build the Babylon tower of Nimrod.

To me, there is peaceful paganism which effects no one, but there is an ugly side to paganism that causes nothing but war, competition, and excess blood rituals and worships that evoke sprits and energies unseen. The Ancient Egyptians were great pagans, and their kingdoms were influenced by power and spiritual quest at the suffering of others to build it. The Ancient Greeks also were pagans that committed great sins for their gods killing Christians in Rome, when the Christians believed in one God, Jesus taught about.

So do you see? Paganism has also caused war and destruction as well. 

When God is ONE, it becomes more clear and less manipulation can be had. It’s as if God wanted us all to realize we came from the same source by honoring the one source, we can come together as one in love and unity.
One God + One Book=One Love and Understanding 

Surah Al-Baqarah: Chapter 2 (line 90-100) The Cow

91. And when it is said to them, “Believe in what God has revealed,” they say, “We believe in what was revealed to us,” and they reject anything beyond that, although it is the truth which confirms what they have. Say, “Why did you kill God’s prophets before, if you were believers?”

92. Moses came to you with clear proofs, yet you adopted the calf in his absence, and you were in the wrong.

93. And We made a covenant with you, and raised the Mount above you: “Take what We have given you firmly, and listen.” They said, “We hear and disobey.” And their hearts became filled with the love of the calf because of their disbelief. Say, “Wretched is what your faith commands you to do, if you are believers.”

94. Say, “If the Final Home with God is yours alone, to the exclusion of all other people, then wish for death if you are sincere.”

95. But they will never wish for it, because of what their hands have forwarded. God is aware of the evildoers.

96. You will find them, of all mankind, the most eager for life, even more than the polytheists. Every one of them wishes he could live a thousand years; but to be granted a long life will not nudge him from the punishment. God is Seeing of what they do.

97. Say, “Whoever is hostile to Gabriel-it is he who revealed it to your heart by God’s leave, confirming what preceded it, and guidance and good news for the believers.”

98. Whoever is hostile to God, and His angels, and His messengers, and Gabriel, and Michael-God is hostile to the faithless.

99. We have revealed to you clear signs, and none rejects them except the sinners.

100. Is it not that whenever they make a covenant, some of them toss it aside? In fact, most of them do not believe.

My Interpretation:

Archangel Gabriel is telling Muhammad about the way the Isralites leaders and their followers decided to stray from the truth and worship the Golden Calf. I know this deity as “Moloch” an ancient cow or bull god, that was said to give wealth and power if they sacrificed their children to fire by this statue. This was an ancient Israelite deity that some of them believed secretly in practice while, some of them believed in God. Not all of them trusted Moses nor followed his examples.

At this point I see God not as a jealous God, as the Bible says, but as a “concerned” one. Concerned that pagan worship would spread and human sacrifice will gain further influence over people’s minds. Islam is COMPLETELY against all human sacrifice or blood to God. There is no blood needed for the Lord of the Worlds that has all the blood drops as much as there are stars in the skies. The Burning Bush that spoke to Moses was to start this catalyst of getting mankind back on track of not worshipping evil and cruel gods that demand suffering. But some sadly did not want to listen.

There is an idea that there were other prophets as well as Moses, that were evil killed by those Jewish leaders unjustly. Gabriel is letting Muhammad know that you can never hide a thing from God and all lies are revealed eventually.

Anyone who is an open enemy to angels, prophets, messengers, or God…is on the side of the one who is an enemy to them as well-Satan.